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Mutiara Damansara

by Mutiara Damansara

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    Collects all Mutiara Damansara's so-far published material, including two bonus cover songs exclusively available on this CD edition.
    All songs specially re-mastered by Mike Lamb (Sojourner, REMINA, Light Field Reverie).

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1.
Les lumières s'éteignent Faisant de la ville une labyrinthe si froid Elle défile devant moi Viens, prends ma main et partons là Où les nuages noirs se seront dissipés Les stations s'enchaînent, leurs noms Sonnant comme ceux d'endroits hostiles Tous similaires. Les visages absents, les couloirs confinés. Et finalement, cette étendue de terre battue par les vents. Les caresses de la brise, le froid de l'hiver n'ont pu effacer toutes mes larmes Et je me vois ainsi chaque année.
2.
I walk under the street lights A cold late autumn night I am being weighed down by inebriation Thinking how fucked up My urban and monotone life really is Spending my days in those dead halls With all those unfamiliar faces Pretending to be someone I am not The others believe I'm someone I am not I think about how it would be If we'd be still holding hands Walking in the streets, going to the station Under the rising sun, symbol of our farewell But tomorrow these memories will be fading away
3.
You left me here, on the other side of the void that kept us away from each other. I screamed to the dark and cloudy sky and felt that sharp wind on my face and my tears joining the rain. You vanished without giving me the hope To see your wonderful face again I've given you soul and you've taken all that I had left. Leaving me forsaken. I fell into the void, going faster and faster And I just bursted into fire And the angels didn't help me cause they had all gone away.
4.
Farewell 06:09
Can you hear it ? The wind is transporting my farewells Can you see it ? The snow is following so intensively A man walking with a duffle coat, struggling against the cold The Horizon is nothing but grey for thousand miles around I'll find you there, lying dead, naked on the ground Your skin as pure as the snow from last winter I climb a hill and face the vast. And the clouds disperse And the sky becomes clear again Burning orange surronds me Slowly turns to violet I howl at the sky, look at my frozen hands And they hurt so bad, it's still so cold out there It is not the last scream of despair you will hear from me
5.
Car Wreck 08:08
I was standing alone Nearby a terrible accident Standing in front of this vast and desolated land. No sun could even shine through these clouds black as the greatest depths. This guy told me I was looking for you Then he held my hand and took me For journey through So depressively similar places I could have never wondered the destination of that journey would be where I always wanted to be. Unfortunately Ionly found a place that vanished In front of my eyes. The only person I could have ever loved was just the person I’ve missed all my life I fade away like a ghost. Cause I've died Only moments ago In fact I've started to die Since the day I failed to Look at you my love. If you still want to hear about me They'll play this song at my funeral
6.
Nothing Left 08:11
We’re all searching something from beyond the abyss We let ourselves being guided by noises carried by the mist The Cold grabbing my neck. The wind drying my tears. A blank expression on my face Wait I here something coming in my room. Like a force wanting to get me out of here I think it wants me to carry on my trip into the void. It’s so empty here, it was not what I was looking for. It’s always the same, I think I can put my trust in you. But in the end there isn’t anything left. Nothing left of what we said Nothing left of what we did Nothing Left of what we were. Already vanished in the void. Nothing Left of what we said Nothing Left of what we did Nothing Left of what we were Yes, it’s the hurt I do live for.
7.
When you are not there It seems like Death has taken you away Even if your memory encloses glimmers In my loneliness they are cold embers I whisper mentally in silence Like mantras which may not be heard If you are not there Then neither am I Are we still floating in the air? Or are we about to die? Here lingers a mute suffering Here decay stiffens ropes Here, away fade my hopes Here I am a mere thing Silence sounds an odd tune An endless dull and gloom tune Playing with the daily triviality
8.
Pearls 08:06
The Inner Child : It is not the way I thought it would be It's so dark and cold, I feel empty inside I'm entangled by ropes constantly choking my neck The Doomer to the inner child : I see you're silhouettte fading behind anthracite smoke Your hand reaching out for mine And I can't grab it. I have to let go of you Cause you're dead my child The Bloomer : You're worthy of love, worthy of trust. You deserve compassion and you deserve happiness For you are a pearl And so are all your loved ones You'll shine for each other no matter what may come In the dark storm that we call life
9.
I feel uncomfortable I am not safe here I am not to stay here much longer now I'll fall For every abnormal cell is meant to die

about

Formed in 2010 as the solo project of singer Charlize, the band from Rennes, France operates now as the duo of Charlize and Cyanure.

Mutiara Damansara developed their own personal take on blackgaze, crafting a genre-fluid world where Alcest's blueprint flirts and merges with the catchy & exhuberant indie-shoegaze of bands like M83. And yet, with all their colorful sound palette and a rare gift for penning dreamlike melodies, the songs of Mutiara Damansara are stories of dark turmoil, filled with personal struggles, dread and alienation.

For this special release, These Hands Melt collected all the material Mutiara Damansara self-released to date, including two surprising cover songs exclusively available in the CD edition. All songs have been remastered by Mike Lamb (Sojourner, REMINA).

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released July 7, 2023

Mutiara Damansara is :

Charlize (Vocals, Synths, Drum Programming, Sampling)
Cyan (Guitars, Synths, Drum Programming)

Recorded, Produced, Mixed by Cyanure in Mordelles, France.
Mastered for These Hands Melt by Mike Lamb at Ghost Bird Studios.

Artworks by Vincent H.

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